You hurt ... All over, not just in your belly.
You cry ... Because you hurt all over and can't help yourself.
You struggle ... Not to cry because you have to keep going through the motions of the day.
You're tired ... From holding all your pain, tears and emotions in just to save face all day.
You crash ... At the end of the day. Not someone else's end of day, but yours which is early .... Because you just can't do it anymore.
You contemplate ... What can you do differently to not have this day again tomorrow?
You pray ... Oh mighty lord PLEASE make me feel great tomorrow. For just one day I'd like to feel like the "old" me that I thought felt bad then, but have now realized was no feeling like this.
Sleep ... Mostly great if you can stay asleep and not wake up with pain, discomfort, urges to pee, etc.
Start the new day ... Same shit, different day.
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